Thanks for the survival rags... Thanks for the soiled skies.

leadnskipabeat @ 2006-09-28T00:09:00

2005-09-28T03:59:41Z

ADD MY NEW JOURNAL!!!
- oh_whyhellonazi
♥

lolololll

2005-09-03T04:32:50Z

i had a wonderful birthday, got a wonderful flower and i have a wonderful boyfriend =]

sdgjftjfgn

2005-09-02T01:07:27Z

so yesterday, kyle tried to get some skanky kid to make out with me... the skanky kid turned me down. bye bye confidence........
mss tosch was being ridiculous.
im ready to fight her.
and save the real miss tosch.
when i got home i drove my mother to wal*mart seeing as she is on crutches...
when we got there i did some shopping and set the keys down to get a case of pepsi,
well the second i put them down, i thought i lost them. and went looking for them everywhere
my mom was already pissed at me for something ridiculous im sure and so she practically had a heart attack.
then we found them after about an hour. i guess im grounded because "ive been doing stupid things on accident lately."
i had better get to do something tomorrow... ON MY BIRTHDAY.

so today

in biology my teacher took 30 minutes to explain a 10 minute quiz. austin gave me some treasure that im not supposed to tell anyone abuot so nevermind.
in us history my teacher was lame.
in psychology mrs kalh wouldnt let me lay my head on my desk.
in pe sarah and i were hotter than usual, because we didnt feel like changing into our pe clothes.
ryan craig wants sarah.
its a good thing i havea b/f or i might feel tempted.
ew actually.
super ew actually.
then in 5th hour, we got our pictures taken and by then i looked horrible.
and the teacher almost made me have an anuirism.
woman will be the death of me.
bane actually.
lol
so in study hall, some faggot faggot fagggggooooottttt had my desk and wouldnt trade me .
he thought he was flirting.
then i came home, mom and i yelled then i fell asleep until a little bit ago.

magic mothuh fuckuhs

2005-08-30T23:12:15Z

guess i had better learn some new tricks.

so today i looked like crap but felt real nice seeing as i slept in two hours.
haley got real frustrated during advanced biology.
i think my teacher has a quota of 34285634576435983579274296527536348539450978876124376524 words to say everyday.
she meets and excedes the quota,.. trust me
so we went to the lab and did all the excell whatnot.
then we did nothing in us history. as usual.
i got a 72% on my psychology test.
pretty good for an idiot.
miss kahl gets rather worked up about the brain.
sarah beal and i are sweet in pe.
mos def the hottest.
i got picked second to be on richie hoyles soccer team, of course some hoebag picked sarah for a different team, so sarah switched and we sat in the feild.
id rather sit the bench, but nooooooo.
at lunch kyle told some kid that i dont even know that i wanted to make out with him.
sadly enough though, i got turned down and the kid was a total skank.
damn i must really suck.
oh well.
english teacher is a crazy moron.
study hall is still sweeeet!!
erin drew me a cute cute cute picture.
mommy and me are fighting.
i like it that way
it seems more natural.
cody hasnt called today..
i wonder why nooooot. =[

now i really am going to go learn some new magic tricks so as not to disappoint melody.

time for a much needed update

2005-08-30T00:47:43Z

thursday- school, muffins and smoothies with melody and erin, progress, home late..

friday- school, dropped latin, got the sweetest desk in all of study hall history, babysat [slept the whole time} started feeling crummy and my knee was bothering me. daddy knew i was sick [i think it was his daddy instinct] and so he bought me a magic kit=]

saturday-went all over the place with my parents, got stuff, nothing too amazing, then came home and practiced magic, needless to say it might be yet another dream to abandon, then i drove myself to melodys and cody and joshy were there, then i took them to burger king and they forgot melodys barbeque sauce, so the hoe made a big deal out of it and we went back through the drivethru and the bitch working made an even bigger deal out of it and wouldnt give it to us from the window, so we just gave up and i went to quick pic. then we went to the show where we didnt have to pay, watched the very happy ben helman, and spent the rest of the time outside with everyone that i love so dearly, then me joe and cody went to look in joes old house, it was creepy of joe to get close to the basement window and peek in, but whatevs it was funny. then me joe cody and ross went to the playground where ross made me eat dirt and woodchips, nobody tried to help me. so i took cody home and came back to the show and left shortly after with melody josh and chris to go to steaknshake. then i took melody and josh to their separate destinations.

sunday- codys show got cancelled, so i drove us [me melody josh and cody] to marquette heights for angels party. it was too hot so we went back to melodys a little early, i was super sleepy, so i took a nap while they watched joe dirt. then i played with everyone else and left at 7.

today- we didnt do anything but take notes in chemistry, austin is really fun, i like sitting with him. then in us history we took notes and did our current events thing, which i didnt do, and probably wont, oh well i have a 66% and points to spare! then i took/failed a psychology test. i dont think i did very well. in pe i hung out with the infamous sarah beal the hott. we rode the red bikes, yeah, hear that stevie, pickford lets us always ride the red ones. then kyle was a jerk to me at lunch, as usual=[ then during english i got in trouble for throwing stples BACK at richie hoyle. bastard. we will all be dropped from that class soon anyways. then i had a sweet time in my sweet study hall desk, came home and heeeeeere i am world!!

my birthday= friday

stevies birthday= wednesday

!!!!

&hearts;

eeeeeeek

2005-08-15T22:46:25Z

arkansas made me die a little.
haircut
school tomorrow
guhhhhhh

ps. i love sam lamothe, for she can make me laugh like no other.

cody left =[

2005-08-09T21:54:46Z

today when i woke up, my grandma called because she wanted to dye my hair before we leave tomorrow... so i drove to wal*mart to get the stuff. it was the color i wanted and everything, but when i got to my grandmas she did it and it turned out WHITE. it was gross, so we went to sally's, re-dyed it and now its a bleach blonde color, but not white. im waiting until i get home to have christina help me with the black, not to mention i still need to go get it cut...

but thats really all i have to say... tomorrow im leaving for arkansas with my grandparents and i'll be home saturday or sunday... if anyone wants to hang out then i'll be more than pleased.

heh... lots to say.

2005-08-05T23:24:00Z

whoa this is detailed kay?

last night was the

-Chris Mackey
-Long Since Forgotten
-Aslan
-Fire When Ready
-The Forecast
show

twas grand funnn. but first things first. melody came over at like 5 just after my mom left for work. i did muh hurrr but my power kept going out. i called cody, reassured his mother of his ride to the show, and ben picked us up. it was quite the rainy adventure. we got to the show. stevie&rachel&ciarra&anicekelsygirl were there.. we screamed, made a big deal and hugggged like it was going out of style. i love them all. then we went in and watched chris do a wonderful job! then christina&jake came. i have grown to love them too by the way, even though that was our first actual meeting.. so we all [me&melody&cody&kelsy&stevie&rachel] jammed into cierras car with the intent of riding ten minutes to smoothie king. it wasnt too legal, so me&melody&cody went with christina and jake. they are cutecutecute!so i ordered a gross thing that melody liked and melody ordered a gross thing i liked so we traded. ciarra took pictures of us. ~~weirdo~~ cute. so cody&jake went to the car and the girls hung out in the parking lot for a bit. then we went back to the show. listened to aslan [?] for awhile.. then we went to wendys. christina had a headache so her and jake left =[. me&rachel saw a hooker. rachel loudly instructed her to "get back on her post.. i giggled. ross&cody messed a sign up and a redneck told on them. "wtf that lady told on kids" it was quite entertaining. we left. she yelled in a southern accent [im not even kidding.] "they're leaving... get em!" then fire when ready. then the forecast and we listened, then stevie and me held hands outside =] then we went to steak&shake. it was old lady night and a guy writing a novel. cody and i played with stupid stuff like sugar and the table for awhile, then ben whined about onions or something. i got some sweet free stuff. me&stevie&cody played with things in the pottyroom. then me&cody escorted melody into the potty and he played with the doors on the stalls and i found a roach motel. ick. then we took cody home and came home ourselves. it was yet another rainy adventure. so melody and i went to sleep.

today=nothingness.

tomorrow should be funnnnn

♥ sorry for ditching eljay for xanga......
samm

a month and it will almost be school time. kill me?

2005-07-11T22:36:43Z

yesterday i woke up pissy because my dad made me get up at two. that sounds unreasonable on my behalf but i dont care. so melody came at 5:30. haley's mom took us to the forecast show at 6:30. i saw stevieeeee!!! and lauren and and brandon cierra and luke =] oh yeah, i love them. so we came home at like midnight or so. and we ate a little and played in my room.. melody didnt sleep but haley did. melody and i woke up haley and we played some more for awhile then went out to watch the sunrise. my dad saw the forecast [the band that is] on tv. then we went in my room and haley went back to bed and we fell asleep around 7:30 [i was still wearing my track spikes]. geoff called at like 10. we ignored it at first then i talked to him about what? i dont know at all.. he wanted to go to barnes and noble and we said we'd call him back but we fell back asleep and he called again but melodys parents wouldnt let her go so we slept more. then haley left abruptly for some reason and melody and i got up. the end

supasl?!

2005-07-07T00:07:01Z

1. First grade teacher's name: mrs. stovall
2. Last person you kissed: hmmm.. do i really need to answer this one?! lol
3. Last word you said: jelly
4. Last song you sang: come together [the beatles]
5. Last person you hugged: cody or haley.
6. Last thing you laughed at: jared edenburn [on aol] the boy cracks me up
7. What's in your CD player: the format and rufio
8. Who is your favorite star(s): ken jennings and conan
9. What socks are you wearing: blue and yellow
10. What's under your bed: heh. alot of stupid stuff from cleaning
11. Current status: content. lol
12. Current taste: pepsi and peanutbutter&jelly
13. Current Hairstyle: pulled back
14. Current clothes: shorts and a tee shirt
15. Current Hate: idiot jerkfaced cunts
16. Current longing: for a nap
17. Current desktop picture: a cute "exploding dog" picture called "i have magic powers"
18. Current worry: nothing really
19. Current Love: a cute darkhaired boy named cody =]
20. Story behind your username: i made it up
21. Current favorite article of clothing: my birthday suit.. yeaahhhhh
22. Favorite physical feature(s): hip bones, waists
23. Last CD that you bought: modest mouse.. along time ago. i dont buy cds pshhhhh
24. Favorite place to be: staples.
25. Least favorite place to be: at my house
26. Time you wake up in the morning: i woke up at 5 PM today.
27. If you could play a new instrument, you would play: accordian
29. Current favorite word/saying: ridiculous is probably what i say MOST
30. Favorite book: the perks of being a wallflower and the cat in the hat and Speak
31. Favorite Movies: garden state eternal sunshine i <3 huckabees billy madison
34. One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: the lady from freedom gas station that yelled at me and lauren
35. Favorite day: saturday
36. Where do you want to go to visit? new york
37. What is your career going to be: magician
38. Who is your best friend(s): hard telling
39. What kind of car do you have: cars are for pussies
40. A random lyric: its a drag living your life for a heart attack
41. Eye Color: blue
42. Hair Color: blonde
43. Righty or Lefty: right
45. Zodiac Sign: virgo
46. Innie or Outtie: innnnnn

DESCRIBE...
47. Your heritage: pekin
48. The shoes you wore today: white green pink argyle converse
49. Your hair: blonde, growing.. skanky
50. Your weakness: boys......
51. Your fears: monsters, the dark, being alone
52. Your most recent secret? it wouldnt be a secret if i told you silly
54. Your thoughts first waking up: ugh, great i woke up.. again. jk
55. The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: face, hair, height
56. Your bedtime: whenever i feel like it.. i answer to no one!!
57. Your most missed companion: alex mac
58. Your perfect pizza: strawberry shortcake pizza minus the cheese, sauce, and crust.
59. Sweet and Chewy or Salty and Crunchy: sweet and chewy
60. Single or group dates: single
61. Dogs or Cats: cats
62. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither.. peach tea please.
63. Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
64. Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino
65. Smoke: no
66. Curse: not really.. fuck.
67. Sing: not a lot
68. Take a shower everyday: no.
69. Have a crush: i suppose lol
71. Think you've been in love: i dont believe in love.
72. Want to go to college: as of now no.. or atleast not immediately
73. Want more than what you got: its human nature
74. Want to get married: maybe
75. Type with your fingers in the right place: yeah
76. Think you're attractive: no!
77. Think you're a health freak: haha no
78. Get along with your parents: hardly ever
79. Play an instrument: kazoo

IN THE PAST 3 months
80. Drink: ew
82. Done a drug: honey...i am a drug
83. Made Out: hmmmmm.. i dont kiss and tell!
84. Go on a date: dates are for suckazzz
85. Eaten an entire box of Oreos: yes
86. Eaten sushi: XVEGETARIANX
87. Been dumped: ew
88. Made homemade cookies: i had the intentions but just ate the cookie dough instead
89. Caused a fire: heh.. yes....
90. Gone skinny dipping: what do you think i am? a slut. gross
91. Dyed your hair: not actually..
92. Stolen anything: never

HAVE YOU EVER..
93. Dated two people at one time: noo.. that would be awful
94. Been caught cheating: dont be silly
95. Been called a tease: that would be ridiculous
96. Gotten beaten up: no. im TUFFFFFFFFFF
97. Changed who you were to fit in: no!
98. Cried at something beautiful: yeah
99. Spent too much money on something you didnt need? yeah!!!
100. Cried when someone died?: i think so.. but im not sure

1. What is your full name? sam fucking marion

2. What color underwear are you wearing now? black and white

3. What are you listening to right now? the format

4. What are the last 2 digits of your phone number? 47

5. What was the last thing you ate? peanutbutter&jelly sandwhich

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? yellow or grey. or TICKLED PINK.

7. How is the weather right now? hot and bothered

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? codyyyy

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex? face, hair, shape

10. Favorite Food? strawberry shortcake and popsicles

11. Favorite Drink? english toffee cappuchino

12. Favorite Alcoholic Drink? none!!

13. Favorite place to shop? anywhere.. but i sure do fancy staples

14. Hair color: blonde

15. Eye Color: blue

16. Do you wear contacts? no

17. Top or Bottom? huh? gross.

18. Favorite month? november or october

19. Favorite Fast Food? i dont know

20. Last Movie you Watched? lion king

21. Favorite Day of the Year? 4th of july or october 31st or january 1st

22. Are you too shy to ask someone out? yes!

23. Summer or Winter? fall

24. Hugs or Kisses? hmm.. both?

25. Chocolate or Vanilla? chocolate

26. Do you want your friends to respond back? yeah

27. Who is most likely to respond? stevie =]]]]]

28. Who is most likely not to respond? everyone but stevie

29. What books are you reading? none

30. Favorite TV Show? conan,jeopardy, everybody loves raymond

31. What's on your mouse pad? a kitten

32. Favorite board game? life, or twister...if that counts

33. What did you do last night? slept silly

34. Favorite Author? britney spears

35. Who inspires you? ken jennings

36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? butter

37. Dogs or cats? cats

38. Favorite Flower? lilacs and dandelions and carnations

39. What do you say when you wake up in the A.M.? i dont wake up in the AM

40. Do you still talk to your best friends from middle school? sorta.. its a little weird.. but what can you do...

41. Whats on your desk? laptop monitor mouse mousepad alarm clock 3 soda cans and a few necklaces

42. Rock Concert or symphony? gay

43. Play or Opera? play

44. Have you ever fired a gun? a paintball gun

45. Do you like to travel by plane? yessss!

46. Right-handed or Left-handed? right

47. Smooth or Chunky Peanut Butter? chunky

48. How many pillows do you sleep with? i push them out from under me

49. City you live in? pekin

50. Ever hitchhiked? i want to

60. In love? probably not

61. Single? no

62. Regret things? sometimes

63. What are you scared of? a lot of things

64. Wanted someone you can never have? yes

65. What are you happy about? not too much.. you?

66. Ever taken advantage of someone? rape?! no.

67. What are somethings you want to do before you die? live =]

68. Favorite quote? sams hott. [jk]

69. What do you want that you can never have? way too many things

70. Two things you want back? being a little kid

leadnskipabeat @ 2006-06-27T00:28:00

2005-06-27T21:23:01Z

lets see..

thursday: ammityville horror at melodys with josh cody jared and ryan. they pissed greg off because they didnt have a ride to progress, so he picked them up. at progress i had to do announcements with cody. i miss haley alot. then we came home, melody said really silly things because she was tired, cody called, melody fell asleep, i soon fell asleep.
friday: i had to go home early.i couldnt go to the old people banquet, or the show. my parents were being jerks, so i slept all day.
saturday: party at kyles. stayed the night at melodys.
sunday: alissa ryan chris josh and zach came over, i beat ryan at mario kart but then had to leave. i left before stevie and rachel and cody came over.
today: sucks.

i didnt forget about you stevie, my love!!

im lame.. deal

2005-06-22T04:10:14Z

Your full name: sam fucking marion
Nickname: xskankx
Birthplace: dover delaware
Current Location: Pekin
Eye Color: Blueeee
Hair Color: hard telling
Height: 5'4"
Weight: 98ish?
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: sweet.
The Shoes You Wore Today: vans
Your Weakness: boyss... and maybe being stabbed
Your Fears: everything
Your Perfect Pizza: ice cream!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: learn to juggle
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: wtf?!STFU SKANK.
Thoughts First Waking Up: damn, i woke up today.
Your Best Physical Feature: dont have one
Your Bedtime: bedtimes are for suckas!
Your Most Missed Memory: i dont know
Pepsi or Coke: coke.. wait, you mean cocaine right?
MacDonalds or Burger King: neither
Single or Group Dates: dates?
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino
Do you Smoke: NO
Do you Swear: never muthuh fuck..
Do you Sing: i sing my heart out?
Do you Shower Daily: heh, about that.....
Have you Been in Love: no.
Do you want to go to College: meh, if it happens it happens
Do you want to get Married: maybe
Do you belive in yourself: no.
Do you get Motion Sickness: never
Do you think you are Attractive: not even the slightest bit. yuck.
Are you a Health Freak: whatdya think i am? a pussy?
Do you get along with your Parents: never
Do you like Thunderstorms: yesssss
Do you play an Instrument: kazoo..?

In the past month have you...

Drank Alcohol: sickkkk
Smoked: gross.
been on Drugs: drugs are for jerks
gone on a Date: meh, define "date"
gone to a Mall: actually, i dont get out much anymore
eaten a box of Oreos: mmhmmm
eaten Sushi: no
been on Stage: technically they asked me to get off of it, oh and i do announcements at progress =]
been Dumped: nope
gone Skinny Dipping: nope!

Ever been Drunk: nope
Ever been called a Tease: im pretty sure greg hinted at it
Ever been Beaten up: yeah right, im one xtuffx gangstuhhh
How do you want to Die: i dont.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: magician
What country would you most like to Visit: texas. jk

In a Boy/Girl..
Favorite Eye Color: light
Favorite Hair Color: dark and yes miss erin i know thats not a color
Short or Long Hair: medium
Height: taller than me
Weight: no fatties
Best Clothing Style: none!
Number of Drugs I have taken: drugs are for pansies.
Number of CDs I own: alot
Number of Piercings: ears
Number of Tattoos: i want something to make the grandkids feel awkward
Number of things in my Past I Regret: nothing
Number of siblings:: 1 real 2 adopted
Glasses/contacts?:: sunglasses/ hawt

did anyone else notice the shift from : to :: after the questions?!

**FAVORITE**

Color(s):: green
Band(s)/Singer(s):: postal service, i can make a mess... gravy train, etc etc
Stuffed animal:: stuffed animals are for.. ya know, suckas
Video/Playstation game:: mario party [6]
TV show:: Mtv *& mtv2
Movie:: garden state ♥♥♥
Book:: the perks of being a wallflower
Food:: strawberry shortcake
Game on a cell phone:: tetris
Flower:: carnation
Scent:: lucky or haiku or happy
Animal:: porcupines
Comic book:: batman is hot
Website:: myspacelykewhoa! haha
Cartoon:: all

**DO I..**
Play an instrument?:: i havent learned any new ones since the last time you asked that
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: not really any more
Like to sing?:: no
Have a job?:: Never suckaaaa
Have a cell phone?:: its deaaaaaaaaad
Like to play sports?:: NO.
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: no
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: 7!
Have any special talents/skills?:: naw unless being hott is a skill. jk.
Excercise daily?:: ha!
Like school?:: effff school.

**CAN I...**
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: in like 3 seconds.. its childs play to me.
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: yep
Speak any other languages?:: i speak the language of love [im smoothe, i know. you dont have to tell me]
Go a day without food?:: noooo!
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: yeah, i get loopy after about 4 days though!
Read music, not just tabs?:: no
Roll your tongue?:: yep
Eat a whole pizza?:: i did yesterday in fact!!

**HAVE I EVER**
Snuck out of the house?:: no. thats dumb
Cried to get out of trouble?:: yes
Gotten lost in your city?:: yeah
Seen a shooting start?:: never, everyone else did though
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: no
Had a serious surgery?:: nope
Solved a rubiks cube?:: does tearing off the stickers count?!
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: a few times
Cried over a girl?:: yeah
Cried over a boy?:: yeah
Kissed a random stranger?:: hmmm i wouldnt say random [under any circumstances]
Hugged a random stranger?:: yesss "hug day freshman year what whaaat"
Been in a fist fight?:: id kill a bitch
Been arrested?:: i missed out on that day. hahahhahahhahhaaaa
Done drugs?:: nope
Had alcohol?:: not really
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: nope!
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: yessssss!
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: once, but who the hell celebrates martin luther king day in pekin anyways. [whoaaaa, jk.]
Swore at your parents?:: heh.
Been to warped tourno:: i wishhhh
Kicked a guy where it hurts?::doesnt it hurt to get kicked ANYWHERE?!
Been in love?:: no
Been close to love?:: how can you measure that?!
Been to a casino?:: nope
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: NOOOOOO!!!
Broken a bone?:: yep
Gotten stitches?:: nope
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: nooo... sounds like fun though!
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: grossssss
Made homemade muffins?:: yepp
Bitten someone?:: yeah
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: yepp
More than 5 times?:: nope
Been to niagra falls?:: hopefully some day
Burped in someones face?:: nope
Gotten the chicken pox?:: huh uh.

**WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU**
Brushed your teeth:: a couple of hours ago
Went to the bathroom:: just a few minutes ago
Saw a movie in theaters:: a really long time ago
Done anything with ur partner:: what partner?
Read a book:: perks...
Had a snow day:: last year
Had a party:: never real "parties" i just have people over
Had a slumber party:: a long time ago [stevie rachel and haley]
Made fun of someone:: today!
Tripped in front of someone:: i havent fallen down in awhile but i "trip" like everyday
Went to the grocery store:: a few hours ago
Got sick:: not lately
Cursed:: today

**PICK ONE**
Fruit/vegetables:: fruits
Black/white:: white
Lights on/lights off:: well im kinda scared of the dark
TV/movie:: tv
Car/truck:: car
Body spray/lotion:: lotion
Cash/check:: cash!
Pillows/blankets:: blankets
Headache/stomach ache:: neither thanks
Paint/charcoal:: ooh, i dont know, i love both.
Chinese food/mexican food:: mexican
summer/winter:: winter, well not freezing winter but early slushy winter
Snow/rain:: rain
Fog/misty:: misty
Rock/rap:: rock i suppose
Meat/vegetables:: xvegetarianx
Boy/girl:: boy!
Chocolate/vanilla:: vanilla
Sprinkles/icing:: sprinkles
Cake/pie:: caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaake<333
French toast/french fries:: french toast
Strawberries/blueberries:: both!
Ocean/swimming pool:: pool
Hugs/kisses:: hugs seem more affectionate honestly
Cookies/muffins:: muffins
p33n/bewbz:: not boobs thats fo' sho', and whoever typed this was inconsistant in their 1337
Wallet/pocket:: pocket
Window/door:: both!
Emo/goth:: emo... alot less satan, alot more crying
Pink/purple:: pink...
Cat/dog:: dogs
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: both!
Pants/shorts:: pants
Winter break/spring break:: winter break [its longer]
Spring/Fall:: fall
Cloudy sky/clear sky:: cloudy sky
Moon/mars:: moon

**FRIENDSHIP**
How many friends do you have?:: like 6 hahaha
What are their names?:: i dont want to name them
Do you have a best friend?:: a few really.
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: not really.
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: guy friends
Have you ever lost a friend?:: yes, and ive been lost with a friend, good thing hucks on sheridan found us
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: disneyworld =]
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend? stfu xskankx.. fagggggg
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: hell yes!
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: been their friend. jk
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: not kicked me in the face
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: ..old friends ..new friends, they're all the same
What friend have you known the longest?:: hey-leigh.
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: like what?!
If so, what is it?:: im not so sure of the questiong really
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: pretty often am i with atleast one
Do any of your friends drive?:: almost all of them! its a matter of a car or not...
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: nope
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: gotten lost in the woods only to find ourselves at the hucks on sheridan
What do you think your friends think of you?:: im a faggot, they probably dont think nice things.

LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:: no
If you have, with who?:: never i said... nevuhhhhhhhh!
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: no, some people are just incapable of being loved!!
What is your idea of the best date?:: january, 1979!! hahahha i am so funny *wink*
What was your first kiss like?:: not that great
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: ummm like 5
Will you makeout?:: well this is weird.
Have you ever made the first move on your date?:: whaaaaaaat? fagggg
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: i do in fact..
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: oohlala.. jk. i aint no slut
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends before?:: i have indeed
Have you ever been dumped?:: mmmhmmm
Have you ever dumped sumone?:: mmhmmm..

**SILLY STUFF**

What is your favourite genre of music?:: skank
What time is it now?:: 11:11 [whoa, make a wish]
What day is it?:: tuesday i think
Whens the last time you called someone?:: i dont do the calling
How much money do u have:: none.
Whatcha doin?:: this thing!
Do you like parades?:: i love raining on them
Do you like the moon?:: yeah
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: call cody, do the dishes, go to bedddd
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: every word is funny if you say it a hundred times.. and are high. >=o just jooooooooooooking
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: sex appeal. haha
Have you ever had a picnic?:: i wish
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were younger?:: a few
What about sock em boppers?:: still have like 4 pairs, boys love to play with them when they come over =p
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: yeah
Tic Toc:: what about my mom?!
Dressed In: swimsuit top track jacket and jeans.. weird i know.
Hair Style: pulled back, wavy =x
Music: haste the day *blush*

**DO YOU THINK YOU ARE**
funny?:: nope
pretty?:: no
sarcastic?:: never. heh.
lazy?:: yes
hyper?:: not much anymore
friendly?:: extremely
evil?:: no faggot.
smart?:: ha! you mustbe kidding
strong?:: emotionally or physically, ahh heck, either way the answer is no
talented?:: kinda
dorky?:: quite!

**WOULD YOU EVER **
Sky dive?:: in an instant!!
Play strip poker?:: heh.. my friends and i are pussies.
Run away?:: i wish... oh joooooooooeeeeel...
Curse at a teacher?:: behind their back. becuase im tuff like that
Not take a shower for a week?:: well lets see, i havent showered in like 2 weeks so might as well
Ask someone out?:: naw
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: hehhhhh
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: yeahhhh
Go scuba diving?:: surely
Write a book?:: what do i have to contribute to the literate world?!
Become a rockstar?:: hahaha i laugh at the term "rockstar".. personally no.. but my friends can be, it would be cute, boys!

**LAST QUESTIONS **
What grade are you in?:: junior
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: meh, it used to be funny, back when i was totally freaking LAME!!
Or just make out?:: yeahhhhh.. and hey, why stop there?........... jk.
How many posters do you have in your room?:: one TMNT!!
How many cds do you have?:: still alot.
What time is it now?:: 11:25.

bleh

2005-06-20T21:36:10Z

thursday: went to get fishes with greg and haley. we got 3. they are the beautifulest things you will ever see. one is a swimming triangle. then progress happened. then we went to taco bell and home.

friday: mom took the kids to work. jared picked me up, we went to connies kinda early. it was fun there, we went to cranwills, then smashed coins on a train track. then jared brought me home. i had fun with jared at connies =]

saturday: water wars. melodys. etc, etc.

sunday: church, home sleep. went to subway with my mom and sister. jared was there. it was nice to breifly talk to him.

monday: here i am.

what whaaat.
sam

do this

2005-06-16T04:09:14Z

What Would You do if...
I cried:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got in a fight and you weren't there:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:

What Do You Think Of My...
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Family:
Friends:
Decisions:

Would You...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
makeout with me:
hold me in times of need:
talk to me if you need to:
Ditch me:
Use me:
Date me:
Rape me:
Beat me up:
Cuddle with me:
Dance with me:

do it or i'll hate you.

she could talk to a fence and make it smile

2005-06-15T02:17:05Z

so today was nice.
went to haleys we picked up haley.
we went to the church and hung out with jarrod and greg.
then everyone else came.
we cleaned out the gym.
haley took me and jared to schnucks to get bottles of water.
greg bought us pudding, but he didnt know that =]
then jared made some lady horribly mad.
she threatened to hit him.
me haley joe jared and chris went out with greg and jarrod to make the video.
so after that jared and greg filled up big buckets of water and dumped them on haley and i from the roof..
it was miserably fun.
chris danced atop a dumpster.. it was bizarre.
i love that boy =]
so cody came.
haley and i had to leave.
cody and i hugged/almost fell down the stairs.
then haley and i had to go get gas for she was dreadfully low.
so everyone was an idiot at this gas station and i yelled at an old woman.
so here i am now.

byeeeeee
sam.

suh-weet

2005-06-14T03:12:57Z

Thirteen random things you like:
01) popsicles
02) sidewalk chalk
03) boyyyyyyyysss
04) naps
05) thumbwars
06) pick-up-lines
07) exhaling
08) temporary tattoos
09) not-school
10) clip on earrings
11) rollerskates
12) spinning
13) spotlights

Twelve movies:
01) eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
02) garden state
03) the producers♥♥♥
04) JAWS
05) amityville horror
06) labyrinth
07) alice in wonderland
08) willy wonka and the chocolate factory
09) romy and michelle's high school reunion
10) billy madison!!!
11) i ♥ huckabees
12) office space

Ten things about yourself
01) i hate myself
02) i have a dumb voice
03) my tummy kinda hurts
04) i hate not having shoes on
05) i dont like making people mad/sad/ feel bad about themselves
06) i'm very sincere about the things i say
07) i need to get my hair rebleached for i feel/look skanky
08) i am currently the mother of two baby mice
09) i hate poor grammar
10) i am in dire need of an adventure

Nine good friends:
01) how
02) do
03) you
04) expect
05) me
06) to
07) pick
08) just
09) nine?!

Eight favourite foods/drinks:
01) popsicles
02) pop rocks
03) TAKE 5!!
04) strawberry shortcake
05) rice
06) peach juice
07) lemonade
08) ice cream

Six things that annoy you:
01) poor grammer
02) teachers that think they're cool
03) children
04) fakeness/sluttiness
05) holes in socks
06) people smoking in public

Five things you touch everyday:
01) my face/mouth/hair
02) a bed
03) sinks
04) computer mouse/keyboard
05) doorknobs

Four shows you watch:
01) simpsons
02) jeopardy [not so much since kens absense]
03) conan!!! ♥♥♥
04) becker

Three People you have a crush on:
01) conan
02) ken jennings
03) yooooooooou ♥ kissy kissy

Two things you Hate:
01) doing my hair after showering
02) the worlds obsession with the misuse of the word "random"

One thing you love:
01) l♥ve

LOVE
Do you believe there's a difference between 'love' & 'in love'?: yes!
Is it better to have loved & lost than never to have loved at all?: nooooo.
Are you romantic?: of course.
Are you in a relationship now?: neh
If so, for how long?: ...
If not, how long have you been single?: afar too long
What song describes your love life right now?: dance too much booty in the pants,

RANDOMOSITY
What do you think of designer labels?: overrated
Who's skankier, Britney Spears or Paris Hilton?: me.
What is it with guys & cars?: they love them i suppose. faggot
Do you sing?: no.
If so, what part (soprano 1, alto 2, etc)?: baltimore orioles
Kiss or hug?: skip that and go to third baseeeeeeee.
What colour is your room?: pinks
How old is your mom?: like 34 i think
Black & white or colour photos?: b&w
Who cuts your hair?: me or some lady at regis or borics
What colour is your toothbrush?: batman
What colour is your hair brush?: black.. because im goth.
What kind of hair products do you use?: hairspray.. tons and tons of hairspray
Is K-Mart just the poor man's Wal-Mart?: doesnt martha stewart work at kmart?
Are you sexy?: you got it hoe. jk times a hundred.
What colour do people tell you looks nice on you?: see through. jk. someone told me green does once.
What colour do you think looks nice on you?: green looks nice on everyone.. but i like red
Clothes shopping or grocery shopping?: HMM LET'S SEE
Who do you sit with at lunch?: zach, melody, haley, brittany, and josh [when he chose to come =[ ]
Do you like the sound of your own voice when you hear it played back?:NO!
Who has the nicest speaking voice that you know?: chris reeser has the cutest voice.
What is the website for one of your favourite bands?: www.whyareyousogay? dot com
Do you prefer to date people younger, older, or the same age as you?: older or same
Do you listen to songs on repeat often?: yes
Who was the last person you hung out with?: melody
What did you & that person do?: hung out lyke whoa.
Do you use Internet shorthand (i.e. "lol", "brb", "jk", etc)?: i sure do
Are you a people-pleaser?: unfortunately
Do you dye your hair regularly?: pretty much
What about your eyebrows?: weird.
Do you wear make-up?: tons =]
If you answered yes above, are you female?: i guess so
Do you buy CDs edited or unedited?: unedited.. but i hardly ever buy cds

Friends<3
Who was the last person you talked to online?: jared edenburn/joel
Who have you known the longest?: HALEY!!
Who do you talk to online the most?: ben
Who do you talk to on the phone most?: melody/haley
Who do you trust the most?: trust is for pussies.
Who listens to your problems?: NOBODY
Who do you fight with the most?: none of them
Who is the shyest?: skyler is probably the quietest..but not shy
Who is the nicest?: joel
Who is the sweetest?: joshy
Who is the most outgoing?: zach
Who is the smartest?: i really dont know
Who is the ditziest?: remember kim childress??
Who is the best singer?: i don't know

WHO WAS THE LAST FRIEND...
...to disappoint you?: i dont remember
...to ask you out?: joe...
...to make you cry?: i don't remember
...brighten up your day?: jared
...that you thought about?: ^ since i just typed about him
...you went to the movies with?: haley
...you talked to on the phone?: cody
...who slept in your bed?: melody
...you shared a drink with?: erin
...you talked to on AIM?: joel/jared/chris
...you saw?: LAUREN =]
...you talked on the phone all night with?: melody back in like 8th grade

*&*&*&*&*&SOMEONE...*&*&*&*&*&*

SWEET OR FUNNY?: both
INTELLIGENT OR GOOD-LOOKING?: screw brains.
TALKATIVE OR QUIET?: talkative!!!
SPORT-FANATIC OR BOOK WORM?: book worm
ROMANTIC OR NOT?: romantic
ENTERTAINING OR BORING?: what kind of comparison is that
CALM OR ACTIVE?: active. sexually. jk.
TRUSWORTHY OR LOYAL?: that's almost the same thing
FUN TO TALK TO OR FUN TO LISTEN TO?: listen to =]
STUBBORN OR NOT?: inbetween
HARD TO GET OR EASY?: easy for me to get, hard for everyone else
MATURE OR KIDDISH?: both
SENSITIVE OR TOUGH?: both
CAREFUL OR CARELESS?: careful
TALENTED OR CREATIVE?: both
CUTE OR DROP-DEAD-GORGEOUS?: cute
ANNOYING OR EASY TO ANNOY?: easy to annoy
SHORT OR TALL?: taller than me.. shorter than michael jordan.
BLOND OR BRUNETTE?: either
OLD OR NEW?: new
UNIQUE OR PLAIN?: unique
EXACTLY LIKE YOU OR TOTALY DIFFERENT?: different. i hate me
STYLISH OR NOT?: cute. it wasnt an option but i dont care
FUNNY OR HILARIOUS?: hilarious
PREDICTABLE OR NOT?: not
LOVABLE OR LIKABLE?: loveable

/"/"/"/"/"/HAVE YOU EVER..."/"/"/"/"/"
LOVED SOMEONE?: not really
NOT KNOWN IF YOU LIKE SOMEONE OR LOVE THAT SOMEONE?: no.
BEEN ABLE TO TELL WHEN SOMEONE LIKES YOU?: sometimes, like ya know.. when they tell me
BEEN AFRAID OF GETTING IN A RELASHIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE?: indeed
BEEN IN A RELASHIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE?: i guess.. id youd call it that
BEEN DUMPED?: yeah
DUMPED SOMEONE?: yeah
HAD A BROKEN HEART?: kinda
BROKEN SOMEONE'S HEART?: heh, atleast one
BEEN REALLY EMBARASSED?: yesssss
BEEN HUGGED FOR A LONG TIME?: an uncomfortably long time. yesss
HUGGED SOMEONE FOR A LONG TIME?: if it didnt creep people out i would.
HUNG UP ON SOMEONE?: yesterday in fact
BEEN HUNG UP ON?: nope
CARED ABOUT SOMEONE WHO DIDN'T CARE ABOUT YOU?: mmmhmm
HAVE YOU EVER STOLEN?: your heart baby
KEPT A SECRET TO YOURSELF?: yes
TOLD SOMEONE'S DARK SECRET? heh.. im sure i have
STOLEN SOMEONE'S BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? kinda
READ SOMEONE'S DIARY WITHOUT THEIR PERMISSION? indeed
FELT LIKE SPONTANIOUSLY KISSING SOMEONE? pretty much

If you had a chance to live forever and be healthy, but be the UGLIEST person alive (for as long as you live), would you?: well i already am pretty ugly.. so i might as well just live forever
Would you rather be tortured to death, or have your whole body be paralyzed all of your life?: ick.
Would you pass up being famous and rich to get married to the guy of your dreams?: yessss
Is all fair in love and war? Why?: yes, do what you have to to get what you want.

SATURDAY: melodys. we went to bloomington to pick up erin. melody laughed at me when i said "we should have brought granola bars for this journey" then after awhile she was like "i smell... food" then a little while later she said "i smelled fig newtons for like one second" she kept smelling food due to hunger.. her hunger could have evitably been avoided by my silly granola bar notion.oh yeah. i fucked up my bangs badly.

SUNDAY: we got up early, went to church like good little girls. noone was there. we went to matt matheneys with chris greg justin and kailey afterwards.. it was fun. greg cooked meat. he got me popsicles at the store. i knew many popsicle jokes. i like when chris mackey is in pekin. i ate 12 popsicles, i would have eaten more, but halfway through i felt a little sick and didnt feel up to par. i went to walmart. I SAW LAUREN MCKENZIE!!! it was exciting. shes cute. then i came home and took a nap, cody woke me up by calling, then i went back to sleep. so when i woke up, he called again. we talked for a bit. then i went back to bed.

TODAY: haley wanted to go swimming but i had to babysit at four. so i napped all day and here i am.

the end,
sammmm

after a long nap.........

2005-06-09T02:09:35Z

(x) Slept all night in a bed with a person of the same sex who wasn't a relative (Not in a gay way)like a million times
(x) Slept for more than 12 hourslike everyday!!
(x) Missed a week of school or more
(x) Put chapstick on more than 5 times in an hour
(x)Kissed more than one person in a day.
( ) Created a myspace survey
( )Eaten a worm
(x) Jumped on a trampoline
( ) Ridden a unicycle
(x) Done something special for someone else
(x)Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurantit was a mistake really
( )Paid more than $50 for food at a fast food restaurant
(x)Got caught for cheating (on a test)
(x) Brushed your teeth while on the phone
( )Worked in fast food
( ) Written a poem
(x)Randomly called people out of a phone book.heh.
( )Been on a yacht
( )Put bananas in your cheerios
(x) Lied to a friend to make them feel better
( )Dated someone more than 2 years older/younger than you.
(x) Eaten frosting out of the original container
( )Had a dream about a myspace friend
(x)Fallen in public
(x) Had your pants rip.it was a skirt
(x)Recently had a PB&J sandwich
(x)Met your principals parents
( )Killed an animal
(x)Been prescribed to 3 or more medications by a doctor
(xxxxxxxxxxxx) Wished you were an only child
(x) Been ashamed of a decision you made
( ) Been friends with an ex's mom after the relationship ended
( )Worked for a family member
( )Been told you were too young
( ) Kissed a friend, then their best friend
(x) Been to a School Dance..miserable. every goddamn one.
(x)Gotten away with a lie to your parents.
(x) Been dumped the night of a dance and left with out a dateheh.
( ) Gone out with a person one of your parents set you up with
(x) Hate to admit you are wrong.
(x) Ridden on a shopping cart at a store on many accounts.
( )Break danced in a Mini Mart
(x) Went into a mini mart in socks
(x) Worn a tiara
(x)Been in a play
( ) Gone to church more than 4 times in a week
( ) Copied more than 30 CD's in a day
(x)Made a movie
( ) Dressed gothic for halloween
(x)Worn 5 or more layers of clothing
(x) Had a stalker
( ) Been to California
( ) Lived on a house boat
(x) Swam in clear blue water
( ) Sat in a doctors office with a friend.
(x) Ran across 6 lanes of traffic
(x) Made fish lips
( ) Hit on a waitress/waiter
( ) Hit on a nurse
(x) Taken pictures with a stranger
( ) Been to Busch Gardens
( ) Stayed in a hotel room with 3 other school mates
(x) Made a public speech
( ) Been on cable television
( ) Put straws up your nose
( ) Choreographed a dance
(x) Felt used
(x) Made a smoothie or milkshake
( ) Had fun at work
(x) Watched Desperate Housewives
(x) Watched a movie so often you could quote every wordgarden state... ♥ sighhh ♥
(xxxxxxxxx) Listened to an old NSYNC or Backstreet Boys CD more than once in a day AFTER they were popular
(x) Kept something from a past relationship
(x) Given someone else flowers
(x)Taken a foreign language
(x) Gotten to school at 6:15 in the morning.
(x) Gotten an A in a class but all you ever did was mess around its called drama.. you get an A for being quiet and raising your hand
(x) Laughed for no apparent reason

heh that was laaaaame. im bored though. i get online, and everyone else goes away.

=]

2005-06-08T22:22:32Z

maybe the fact that for the past hour, i just sat in my bathtub in my swimsuit eating popsicles and listening to sonny & cher makes me lame... i dont care.. im in a far better mood now.

♥♥♥

kay so who wants to hang out with haley and i tomorrow?

2005-06-08T00:47:57Z

so today, i woke up at 4.
talked to haley for a bit.
whatever happened to that melody?
havent seen her in a long time...
played pokemon on gameboy.
decided to go back to sleep.
i took a box of lucky charms
dug out all the marshmallows
and was the happiest kid ever.

sarah beal and i are discing thursday?
that will be a great time.
haley and i are hanging out tomorrow..
anyone want to join?

call me.
byeeeee.

♥samn

rabbit rabbit day!

2005-06-02T04:00:49Z

.001. ] Name: sam fucking marion
.002. ] Gender: gurlzzzzz representin'
.003. ] Location: methland usa
.004. ] Height: 5'4 ish
.005. ] Hair color: blonde
.006. ] Eye color: light blue
.007. ] Is your hair long or short: short
.008. ] Tattoos you have: noooooooone

» S C H O O L «

.009. ] Are you still in school: well its summer time...
.010. ] Favorite subject: study hall?
.011. ] Least favorite subject: chemistry
.012. ] Do/did you buy lunch or bring it:not really either.

» F A V O R I T E «

.013. ] Number: 237468357635434573857677356
.014. ] Clothing : clothes are for faggots
.015. ] TV show: tv is for pussies
.016. ] Fruit: green apples
.017. ] Movie: garden state, eternal sunshine, i <3 huckabees, billy madison
.018. ] Scent: happy, haiku
.019. ] Ice Cream: strawberry<3
020. ] Color: red, green, pink, white...
.021. ] Season: fall
.022. ] Holiday: halloween
.023. ] Thing in your room: ben, dresser, tv, couch
.024. ] Book: the perks of being a wallflower
.025. ] TV channel: vh1
.026. ] Shape: hearts =]
.027. ] Time: 3 am
.028. ] State: new york
.029. ] Boys name: nolan
.030. ] Girls name: lucille
.031. ] Disney character: bambiiiiii
.032. ] Scary movie: amityville horror <3

» T H I S O R T H A T «

.033. ] Hot or cold: cold
.034. ] Winter or summer: winter
.035. ] Spring or fall: fall
.036. ] Shakira or Britney: neither
.037. ] MTV or VH1: picture in picture. jk.
.038. ] Rollarblading or skateboarding: neither.
.039. ] Black or white: white
.040. ] Orange or red: red
.041. ] Yellow or green: Green
.042. ] purple or pink: pink
.043. ] Cell phone or pager: jelly celly ;]
.044. ] Powerpuff Girls or Charlie's Angels: powerpuff gurls i guess
.045. ] Scooby doo or Dino: dino

» Y E S O R N O P E«

.046. ] Are you a vegetarian: indeed
.047. ] Do you like cows: yessssssssss
.048. ] Are you a bitch: mmmhmm
.049. ] Are you artistic: no.
.050. ] Do you write poetry: while i cut myself. jk.
.051. ] Can you ski: idiots and skis arent the best combination
.052. ] Are you British: pretty sure i am not.
.053. ] Are you straight: YES!!
.054. ] Are you evil: no.
.055. ] Is Britney a whore: she just knows how to work it ;]
.056. ] Are you secretly from another planet:wtf you moron

» P R I V A T E «

.060. ] Have you ever been in love: no
.062. ] do you smoke: negative
.063. ] Do you smoke weed: noooo!
.064. ] Crack, heroin,: yes. jk.
.065. ] Beer good or beer bad: ew.
.066. ] Are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: ew.

» T H E L A S T «

.067. ] Thing you ate: candy
.068. ] Thing you drank: dr pepper
.069. ] Place you went: wal*mart..
.070. ] Thing you got pierced/tattooed: ears.. i think im going to peirce them more tomorrow
.071. ] Song you heard: gentlemen(?) mewithoutyou
.072. ] Person you instant messaged: joe kelly
.073. ] Person you laughed with: haley

» N O W «

.074. ] What are you eating: nothing
.075. ] What are you drinking: pepsi now.
.076. ] Any shoes on: mmhmm i <3 wearing my shoes
.077. ] Hair: teased in a pony tail
.078. ] Listening to: mewithoutyou
.079. ] Talking to anyone: haley chris luke and erin

Last...

.080. ] Last Cigarette: nevuhhhh
.081. ] Last Alcoholic Drink: ew. alcohol is for pussies
.082. ] Last Car Ride: awhile ago. i want someone to come pick me up and just drive me around
.083. ] Last Good Cry: a few hours ago
.084. ] Last Library Book: one that i still have from 1st grade... "hop on pop"
.085. ] Last book bought: i dont remember
.086. ] Last Book Read: read perks of being a wall flower for the third time
.087. ] Last Movie Seen in Theatres: whoa, this was a long time ago... sky captain and the world of tomorrow? it was sweet.
.088. ] Last Movie Rented: maybe thirteen a long time ago?
.089. ] Last Cuss Word Uttered: damn
.090. ] Last Beverage Drank: pepsi for the third damn time
.091. ] Last Phone Call: cody.. what can i say? hes devoted.haha
.092. ] Last TV Show: Malcom in the middle
.093. ] LastTime Showered: yesterday
.094. ] Last Shoes Worn: the vans that are falling apart but im in denial about it
.095. ] Last CD Played: a mix
.096. ] Last Item Bought: cannnnnnndy
.097. ] Last Download: i cant remember
.098. ] Last Annoyance: my feet are asleep.
.099. ] Last Thing Written: a telephone number on my mirror in eyeliner
.100. ] Last Key Used: keys are for kids that arent magic
.101. ] Last Sleep: a few minutes ago.
.102. ] Last Ice Cream Eaten: monday at the park with haley =]
.103. ] Last Chair Sat In: one in the kitchen with legs and a seat. wtf
.104. ] Last Webpage Visited: www.livejournal.com
.105. ] Are you hot: lets let the kids who are forced to see me daily make that decision

i looooooooove you..
kthnxbiiiiii

omfg my throat hurts so bad. i might cryyyyyyyyy

2005-05-31T19:27:16Z

attention: i dropped a pack of gum and a picture of haley veerman in the toilet at hobby lobby.. if recovered please return.

saturday:
haley picked me up.
we ran around town.
we picked up cody.
we sat on a forbidden bench and got scary looks from the employees at creative landscape
joels sweet graduation party
got my damn free milkshake.
went home.

sunday:
haley picked me up around 4.
we went to wal*mart.
i got a batman toothbrush and some gum.
we saw baby bunnies.
i accidentally stepped on them.
hung out with erin and cody in a boat in davids front yard.
then i went in a boat.
greg and sarah paddled.
i just watched out for things and kept quiet.
its usually better that way.
we saw baby ducks.
haley and i left at like 10:29.
haley and i slept on her balcony.
i saw a spaceship.
nobody beleives poor old sammy.

monday:
we woke up at like 9:37.
we played on the balcony for a bit.
washed the car.
went to the park.
called josh, and picked him up at edison.
we hiked at (...?) park.
we climbed a mountain it seems.
we saw nick layne, adam martin, some dumb girl from my math class that i always had to be partners with, aaron and alex barr, and wes...but.. you know.
then, nick crossed this fifty foot log over this super high ditch, standing up.
then we had to leave.
it took an hour to get out of the woods..
luckily we had josh because haley and i have sucky survival instincts and no sense of direction.
we had to walk through all this mud and some water.
i did not think i would make it.
i wish they would have just left me there to die
josh carried me through deep water.
i got water in my shoes anyway.
so haley dropped him off, then me.
i came home and fell asleep.

they sent you flowers to forget your loss, and make it up to you

2005-05-27T21:28:36Z

im very anxious today. i dont want to sit still, i want to be running and playing. but nobody else ever wants to run and play.

avi... wtf.... erin is crazy

2005-05-26T04:05:01Z

fiiiiinals.
hung out with joe.
hung out with haley.
hung out with melody.
ben picked me up.
me him and melody went to goodwill.
ben and i now have matching shirts.
yeah, we should wear them during our club meetings.
we watched garden state.
david came over.
i criiiiiied.
not because he came over, but because of garden state.
i used bens shirt.
we scraped up a dollar and bought two take fives.
ben left.
david melody erin and i went to wal*mart.
he pushed melody and i in a cart.
it was unsafe.
it was fun.
we watched out for people in blue shirts.
we came home and plaaaaaaaaayed.
now melody is asleep and erin is making me giggle.

posting pictures laytuhhhh

theeeeee end.

blah blah blahhhhhhh

2005-05-24T03:24:48Z

yesterday:
went to melodys.
went to goodwill.
went to get jared some things.
came home.
made our cards sweeter.
went to jareds.
chloe is adorable.
she wrote me a secret note.
i like people that do that.
me cody melody and justin walked to justins.
then melody talked about some lady named betty for awhile.
betty has a beach.
she has dead children.
cody threw a tire into a lake.
it was someone's backyard im pretty sure.
then we met haley and josh.
me and cody threw dirt at them for a very long time.
then melody was mortally wounded, so we stopped.
haley cody and i went down this steep giant hill to another lake.
i got sand in my shoes so haley loaned me hers.
cody gave me a button.
then haley helped me back up the hill.
haley made us wander around in the woods for about an hour because she "knew how to get out"
im not sure where melody and josh were at this point.
i wanted to slay haley.
we figured out how we could start a colony in the forest if necessary.
i was queen.
haley the babymaker.
cody kept hitting the back of haleys legs with sticks.
it made me laugh.
i lead us another way.
but it wasnt promising, so we went back to haleys route.
so finally after a hundred stops because of me, we got out.
but we were about 5 miles from jareds house.
i almost cried.
we walked by the same kids house a hundred a fifteen times.
then we walked to hucks and sat until we got a hold of jared.
josh came to get us.
what a sweet boy.
it was embarassing though.
then me cody and justin watched zoobalee zoo.
then we read a book.
melody and i left at about 9.
she had a tick!
so she took a shower.
then i took a shower.
we hung out until like 1 then she fell asleep and i watched garden state.

today:
no more school.
yippee.
im not as happy as i was this morning.
i guess im grounded?
i slept from noon until like 7ish.
it was amazing.
who all is taking finals?
i might.
i dont know.
everything is so dumb.
i want to finger paint and sidewalk chalk.
but it looks like rain.

ahdgheufshdj
sammmmm

i lost this three times. so its obviously shorter than the first two.

2005-05-20T22:40:01Z

yesterday
i hate school.
memkin the skankface made us walk a mile.
stevie swore the whole time.
the sprinklers weren't even on.
i love stevies house.
i love rachels house.
i loved the show.
i loved seeing everyone.
i love phil for giving us a ride.
i love phil for letting me hold his keys.
i love ben for founding a club with me.
no, you cant join.
we're leaving everyone else out.
im glad i met gina and ciara.
i love them.
i love lauren.
she is just all around amazing.
the ride home was the best.
the lady at the gas station by club cabaret yelled at us.
i thought cameron was my reflection.
i thought... "hmm, i look pretty... that must not be me"
i was right.
cami's lovely.
lauren and i saw a ghost.
lauren and i saw fog.
lauren almost hit a car.
lauren stopped a little late.
lauren almost hit a bunny.
i covered my eyes.
we missed the turn to my house.
we practically went to tremont.
we were scared times fifteen.
my doors were locked at my house.
we went to my moms work.

today.
woke up at 7;30.
i made it to school just in time.
i didnt get to "hang out" with anyone this morning.
it was a blow off day.
during drama i kept hearing some kid talk about brownies in the other room.
he talked for forty five minutes.
i dont like not being able to walk with chris to sixth hour.
i have to walk with a weird girl.
i cant hang out with luke.
today is leonas sixth birthday.

byeeeeee